RANDOM
Yoko ono
Dear Friend,
I know I said I would write everyday but I couldn’t. I should not make promises that I can’t keep.
Here’s a quick or rather a brief/long update…
I’ve been doing good, actually pretty well. There are times when I think about that person, I wish I could go back and undo things and hope we were the same and talked like before.
I’m keeping an open mind, I know that person might be busy and have a shit ton of things to take care of and probably busy with work. Sometimes I keep waiting and I hope things between us are good. I mean who am I kidding, I ruin things, everything and a part of me says it won’t be the same ever and a part of me is delusional that things will get better.
Now I’m here at a bar, drink and eating and all I care is about her, I could cry just thinking about her.
I’ve reading everyday and playing some sort of sport everyday, that’s the best part of my day
I wanted to have black russian but they didn’t have it, so I settled for Espresso Martini and It’s not the sameee!!
I didn’t like it.
But anyway today was an okayish day, I guess it’s not bad.
I went to the restaurant, had a drink, watched a sad and depressing show alone on a weekend, it was perfect!
Sighh!!!
Love Always,
Mr. Peanutbutter
