EMOTIONAL

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Dear Friend,

I wish people could just call to talk and not ask for help, least for once in a while.

It’s so sucky!

Just calling/texting only when needed, like robots. Conditional.

If any work -> call
else -> don’t call

This is just not human or am I the only one who is facing this?

If I’m the only one then that’s on me!

Maybe bad connections and what not!

But I hope to experience a day when someone calls me and says “just wanted to talk” no conditions applied.

Waiting for it.

Love Always,
Mr. Peanutbutter

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CRISIS

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Dear Friend,

Sometimes I wish to cut ties with everyone, all my friends and just everyone and live all alone!

I feel like I deserve them in my life, I’m not good for them, I’m not enough!

I’m an awful person!

I know it will be miserable living alone but somehow I’m convinced that I’m not worthy.

I don’t deserve such good people!

Love Always,
Mr. Peanutbutter

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UNSENT LETTER

I try to send you this but, It doesn’t matter I guess?

Dear Friend,

I miss you…

If I’m being honest, I never stopped. Even in moments when I convinced myself I’m over you, I was not. I’m still not over you.

When I miss you the most, I look to see if there are any messages from you and in the most desperate moments I end up writing these letters which I don’t even send. I’ll never send in hopes that you’ll search and stumble upon it.

I know the possibility of that happening is rare to none but, anyway I just wanted to say that I miss you, like a lot!

I hope you’re doing good and taking care of yourself!

Do you ever miss me?

Love Always,
Mr. Peanutbutter

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